Why? Simple. I don't use it anymore. It's completely useless and only serves to fuel trolling. I'm just tired of the constant bullshit, gossip about me, the online harrassment... This shit is completely useless now. I'm also just bored of DA; Too much has changed for me to want to continue with it. The galleries are full of porn with an "artistic nudity" label slapped onto it, too much fetishist bullshit, and not enough true art in where I care to look. DA is still reasonable. It must cater to a broader audience to survive and grow, and there's still heaps of good stuff here. It just feels to me that the bad far outweighs the good, and I've decided I just don't want to be a part of it all anymore.

I'll close this profile in give or take a month; Around the 20th of December or earlier this entire profile will be wiped.

Some clarifications:

I realise very well the irony my signature holds. But I am removing myself from this community rather than rage-quitting it.

It's not you, it's me.

I'm not going to attack, assault, blame anyone here.

If you still want to be friends, by all means, go ahead and send me a note with your contact details (Skype, Steam, Facebook, MSN I don't use much but I do check my mail) and I'll send you mine.

If you are one of the two to three people that for some silly reason actually LIKE my stuff, don't worry. I can always keep you updated via other means.

Christi An Aspen was, in reality, something I got commissioned for. It eventually turned into a full story, taxing in at about 235 000 words... I've just never been proud of this, nor could I be arsed to upload the rest when it's caught so much flak and changed the opinion of so many people towards me already. Let's end this bullshit with that.

For those of you I've met in real life already, oh please; You're fine.


And this is to all you people at the MA: I don't know why you all seem to hate me; Some of you I simply know are just hateful to me to fit in with the rest, right Damla?
But whatever I've done wrong to you, I've either not done on purpose, or you've never told me that it actually affected you. The only people I'd ever wish something bad upon would be Mel, Florido and Joram, and I've not done anything to you three for the incessant trolling you've given me. If you didn't, we're cool as far as I'm concerned but I honestly don't give a shit anymore. Just let it be known that I had a lot of shit on my mind and at the root of it all is a manipulative asshole named Patrick Blankenzee who's done some seriously bad shit to me which has caused whatever pain I've inflicted upon you in class. I've rid myself of this manipulative bastard nowadays.

So I'm sorry for whateverthefuck your beef with me is.

And goodbye.